I hit rock bottom sitting in a bath tub.  He had left me to be by myself that evening per usual.  I sat there with tears streaming down my face and wailing for someone to, “Please, Help me!” I was in a situation that I could not see any good way out of.  I loved him but was losing every ounce of myself.  I was falling apart and only the cold water seemed to feel my pain.  Little did I know that two years later I would once again find myself in a bath tub but this time sitting across from hope.  Our legs intertwined and our hearts beating together.  This time the water was cooling but it wasn’t what was feeling my emotions.  It was him who had come into my life when I had given up.  I had to let go to be able to find this moment.